It pains me to hear whispers of doubt regarding my ability
to exercise my power, just because I am a woman. How dare they question me or
my actions! I am unquestionably the strong and assured Emperor of Byzantine.
Therefore I feel the desire to document the manner by which I have achieved this
position, one hitherto enjoyed only by men.
There are few situations in life that I have failed to meet
without confidence and assurance, most importantly the immutable fact of being
born a woman. Why should I let such a trivial matter of being born without male
genitalia, stop me from having ambition, and using everything at my disposal to
achieve my goals. I am also quite displeased with the continued belief that
being a godly woman means always submitting to a man. Why must women always be
portrayed as the weaker sex? I have spent a great deal of time contemplating
such questions, and I will attempt to explain my conclusions here.
In the Bible, God made Eve out of Adam’s rib. One could
therefore conclude that he would be able to survive without her, but she
wouldn’t exist, let alone survive, without him. Furthermore, when Eve decided to
act without the counsel of Adam, the result was disastrous. I believe this
story has contributed to the notion that women are not strong or smart enough
to make decisions for themselves, let alone a kingdom. Although I had no formal
authority over the laws of the land when I was the empress consort ruling alongside my husband Emperor Leo IV, there were many decisions that I initiated. Without
tradition, or delegated authority to carry out my own judgments, it could
be said that I had no power, but I certainly accomplished many things.
Even when my husband died, I was expected to defer to my
son’s many advisers. These advisers poisoned him against me and eventually
persuaded him to banish me from court. It was a matter of politics in my
opinion; those who whispered in my son’s ear disagreed with my religious
beliefs and wanted me gone. For years, I was forced to watch my son’s
disastrous rule until finally I gathered enough of my supporters and took back
the Empire.
How was I able to go from being relegated to the sidelines
to rule in my own right? I acted with assurance and confidence. When I was
faced with a possible uprising against me, I ordained the conspirators as
priests, which consequently disqualified them from ruling in my place. I moved
swiftly and punished my enemies fittingly. Weak woman? Hmph! Would a weak
person give orders to blind her own son? Most likely not; I, however, made that
very order, making it abundantly clear who was in charge. I tried to surround
myself with advisers who would blindly follow my orders, and my orders alone. I
no longer waited for a man’s permission to declare laws, gather armies or
reestablish rituals and traditions. While my husband and son were staunch
iconoclasts, I rejected this line of thought and restored icon-veneration
throughout the empire. It was through my character and actions, not my given
sex, that I was able to rule alone, choosing to use the title of Emperor rather
than Empress. I find it so insulting that a different word must be used for a
man versus a woman, and I knew signing documents with Emperor would garner
immediate respect. I fought my battles intelligently, making concessions when necessary and strengthening relationships with
neighboring realms. I have worked hard to soften the contention with the
Franks, suggesting a marriage between my son and Charlemagne’s daughter. While
that failed to come to fruition, I have pondered a union between Charlemagne
and myself, whether or not that comes to be, I believe I have elevated
Byzantines place in the Roman Empire.
I grew Byzantine’s borders by seizing the Balkans through
military force. While I was not always successful in my endeavors, I learned
from past mistakes and in my next venture, I would change my course of action. Given
Byzantine’s location on the Silk Road, I saw the enormous economic potential in
silk trade, so I built a palace that was given the sole task of producing silk.
I was tough on the workers in that palace, some might even say that I was
ruthless and cruel, but I succeeded in promoting and expanding Byzantine’s silk
trade. Because I was born a woman, I had to work twice as hard to establish
myself as a legitimate authority, but here I am, the sole ruler of the
Byzantine Empire.
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